Wednesday, February 25, 2009

A new start.

my 2nd attempt at a blog :)

due to chch being 'very extremely' boring, and the recent events in my life, i decided to start a new blog. And having failed at the old one, i shall try my very best to keep this one updated regularly.

so here it goes.

its a new year. well, not entirely new new, but still relatively new.
and a new year, to me, usually means a new start.
another chance to avoid making the same mistakes made in the previous year. another chance to be a better person. and another chance at those silly resolutions that i really shouldn't bother with. but wth right.

so this year...as it is with every year, im aiming to:
  • not put on anymore weight (highly unlikely)
  • save money (im already broke)
  • be on my own
  • go to classes and study harder
im pretty sure the first two will be next yrs resolutions again as i will fail at them, but the third....pretty likely, seeing that im in chch. the last one, we shall see what happens when winter comes round :)

i have made many mistakes in the last year. hurt people. hurt myself. drifted from good frens, patched things up with them. made new, incredible frens, but then again, lost some. im hoping that this yr, after all thats happened, i can learn smth and learn how to protect myself and put myself first, before anyone else. learn to be less gullible and not believe in empty words and promises that were never planned to be kept.

im turning 20 this year. so with the teen years gone, let's hope the first year of the 'twenties' will be a good one.

its finally time for me to move on.